I gave her everything
and she threw it all away
Everyday just reminiscing
the past
Like how our love fade away
I gave her my all
and she left me ina ball
I held her crown up instead of mine
I wish i could just press rewind
I miss all the times
when you were mine
Now you just a
memory in my mind
And there is no way
to earse it
Now i gotta face it
Your love left me hurt
You torn me into pieces
And no way to fix me
I be lost in my thoughts
I can’t even think
becuse i feel like ima sink
Sometimes I wanna numb
myself with a drink
Just so i dont even think
Is this just a nightmare im in
Or is this just a reality
Because i dont really
know how to deal
With the pain that i feel
Hoping one day I will heal
My heart will be sealed
But it takes time to heal
I just gotta take it one day at a time
I just be grabbing a pen and a pad
When im feeling sad I put it all in a rhyme
I tried to hit the rebound
And hit me on the ground
I was hoping someone fix
this heart of mine
But it was just like the last time
I felt like it just going in rewind
I was hoping to finding something real
But love does really get you killed
So love isn’t fairytale
When they love is it a lie?
makes it hard to trust
I been just hurt so many times
It’s fucking up my mind
I really lost my soul of mine
One day i will find
Im just looking for a peace of mine
But im going to take my time
Sometimes i be thinking
too much about the time
That’s when i start to fuck up again
I start to rush everything and that
When i get hurt again
I dont know if i still believing love
Everything i went through
Left me really cold
This is my love poetry
Been hurt so many times
It left me in hella pain
I always trying to get
myself out of the rain
For a long time
but everyday seems
Like my brain in
stuck on rewind
Keep trying to move forward
But i seem to can’t
Every single day I just
Keep on picture paint
My whole life of pain
Who is it to blame?
Look into my eyes
Can you see the flames?
Is love always
going to be a game?
Am I able to trust again?
Am i able to open up again?
Or is all just pretend
I just want to be normal again
Something just keeps on haunting me
And I don’t know what it is
But it’s really testing me
It’s always trying to
get the best of me
I can’t let that be
But sometimes i really
feel like im going insane
I just try to
get a hold my brain
Because all of the pain
Im just trying to gain
everything that I lost
I’m really trying my best
but my depression
Always seems to hit
And thats when sometimes
I just have enough of it
Can i really be saved
Or is it a waste of time
Eventually ill be at ease
With all the pain
Il still l feel more peace
One day my time will
Come for me to heal
These broken pieces
will be finally seal
With everything that
i had to deal
This my love poetry
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