Did Rus upload another time this month??!?? must be a holiday miracle!!!
Just kidding lol its a vent! Surprise!
vro I’ve actually been so burnt out recently im gknna DjlkKKJhFJUYYEDFGJM GOD STRIKE ME DOWN PLSSSSSSSS.. :1
TW me crashing out even though I don’t usually do this publicly I’m not telling him privately im too scared lmao
DUDE. E. E!!!!! E PLEASE!!!!!! I CANT USE YOUR ONLINE ENITIAL CUZ IKL GET JUMPED BBUT YOU KNOW WHO U ARE AND UR ACTUALLY GONNA KILL ME. ITS CLEAR YOU DONT WANT TO TASLK TO ME ATP. You’ve gone this long without saying anything. ITS BEEN ELEVEN!!!!!!!!! FLIPPING ELEVEN MONTGS TOGERTHER!!!!!!!!! ELEVEN MONTHD U WENT THROUGH MY BS!!!!!!! ISTG E!! I GET U HAVE AINXITEY BUT PLSSSSS DONT DO THIS TO MY ROCD ELEVEN QUACKING MONTHS IN! It was SOOO obvious I was gonna get attached to you from the moment I talked to you hhaha! Even R could smell it from a mile away, AND SHE STILK WENT BY A THEN!!! AND SHE LIKED BOOK TOO MUCH!!! Please see how long it’s been??? Do you realize for 11 months we’ve been going on thru this On and Off friendship-platonic-romantic-sexual thing!! And you still will barely talk to me?? I’ve been as open minded as I can with your social anxiety, and I still am willing to be! but we seriously need to talk about this. I tried once with CC and u and you still only used the emoji reactions, And I can barely talk to you in DMS anymore because our conversations last around 2 minutes!!!!!! There’s some point in a friendship where you need to throw your dignity behind to fix things, and this is now!!! I don’t care about what label we use, if we match, or still talk to each other daily atp, I just want us to be OK. This (PLATONIC.) relationship hss clearly gotten very one-sided on my end, I just wanted to clear some things up yk?? But you really can’t be so dry, and you have to learn how to start a conversation at some point. This can’t forever be just me saying “hi!! How are you? What have you been doing lately” then not talking for 3 days And the cycle continues. You hardly read GC messages anymore, I left your server, Not to mention it’s still hard for me to talk to you directly, E. It’s hard to start a conversation like this privately. Especially because the way you are, even though you can’t help it. gng just think about our conversations since march, It’s mainly just Been a random block of us not talking, then we finally talk for a bit, then we stop talking for even longer, And then we talk, And then we get freaky?? bfr at this point being freaky is not the way to make up. I don’t really care if this is a dead giveaway, I just want my friend group to be intact again. CC is Gone, I started a new GC with R and N, And we haven’t really changed ig??? Please don’t ignore this for once, You’re literally the person I’m closest to, I don’t really want to Fall out already, And I especially don’t want to hate you nor myself In the process ffjhgfvbhytrfvbnhg!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes so my ROCD is making me tweak out I was held at gunpoint by twizzle & kj n forced to write this or I would curl up in a ball and start chanting things in Irish
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opp are uou okay rn?? 😭😭😭🙏