I felt this, deeply. Keep going man.
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Damn youtube algorithm is really throwing some specific stuff at me
wow
He may have been the only Asian kid in his school or group and people may have looked at him like his family was rich or something.
For example in middle school a African American girl smacked me in the face in PE cause I didn't hit the volley ball the right way, I told them I sucked at volley ball. Anyways she smacked the crap out of me, all the teachers saw it and she called me a Chink. I got mad and dropped the N bomb. Well I got kicked out of school, she had nothing happen. Everyone was against me and wanted to jump me. I was alone, the only Asian kid. It made me a bit racist in my youth.
But in college somehow all my friends were black and I was one of them, I got to go to all the black only frat parties, life is weird.
I also learned that my best friend in high school was taking mad trash about me to every girl I tried to date, and introduced him as my oldest friend. I always wondered why the girls would stop talking to me and start to date or talk to him. I just thought 'Well he's an artist and he's white, so maybe that was it'.
I feel bad for this dude, it sucks when you always feel like you fall short. You never get at least 1 win. It's true there has to be losers for there to be winner's but to always be the loser…. man
Part of the process of becoming a man is knowing who and when to help and when to say no. Work extra hard for the extras to share and never let anyone know how much you really have.
And folks that's why i stay home and i focus on my family .
I lie all the damn time on my resume 95% of the time they don't check shit
I just stopped relying on people. I’ll help people but don’t expect it back.
people are handcuffed to a bridal
This is a fantastic video for you. This is a darn near word for word rant that I gave to my brother. Trying to help him understand it's not him, this is the world. And you have to come into acceptance of where the world has fallen short of the persona it sells you while a kid. And then be resolved to work as hard as you can for what you want, without losing your own personal values.
It's not easy for nice guys bro
Hard lessons 💪
There is one person that cares -> God 🙏💙
Much love for this sad homie and for the dude commenting 💎💯⚡️
Posting videos of yourself whining and sobbing about life on the internet is kind of feminine to me. Its embarrassing really. What if your friends see this? Or worse…women you might want to date. Chicks tend to like guys that behave like men. And a man don't post videos of themselves blubbering on youtube like a teen girl.
Wow , I stumbled upon it , but yeah life is 90% of stuff you don’t expect… the thing is you can only chose YOUR people and HOW. You react to the world … At some point you narrow it down .. and yes the circle become smaller and smaller .. but you have at the end is pure gold.. the rest is just noise
Relateable. Always over extending for people that dont care. Asians are overlooked sadly in western culture. Were just expected to be polite and kind and passive and feeble. Sadly. People dont even realize theyre doing it. But people dont realizd the silent racism towards asians americans. Were invisibly suffering racism. People still make asian jokes with their whole chest and they dont even second guess it. Like its wild how many times ive been the butt of someone elses jokes because im asian. Like its always about my looks too and always based around being asian.
Winning or losing is the type of mentality that keeps you in the spiral of hell.
Life/Happiness isnt a zero-sum game!
You win by not playing.
What this means can vary drastically depending on who you ask and how the future goes,
We need systematic change and the sooner everyone realizes this the better.
At the end we all need to do our part in creating our future where we are not just pawns in a game of the media/profit/marketing.
I feel like alot of hurt boys/men just carry and pass on their trauma without much thinking how and why they became what they are and their mindset towards most things.
My highschool friend for example who was the nicest guy, but now gets offended when u try to mention that black people history should be thaught in schools.
All because of some alogrithm ,that decidded to serve him right wing content cause it got the most engagement.
ANd now hes so deep in the hole that he cant admit any mistake and just gaslights himself into anything that fits his bias.
He is now 30…..
Not all people are like that. Find a different set of friends. I feel like his group of friends are people who are really vain and they have a certain type of personality that he’s probably drawn to. Maybe it’s time got him to be more selective. I feel bad for him.
Don't ever regret the love you gave to others. That love comes directly from the best parts of you. Learn to give all that love back to yourself. Its worth it!
Hes 100% right. No one cares and everyone is out for themselves. Rap music made this mind state popular.
Yo the Algorithm gods threw your channel on my feed, idk why but im glad it did homie I felt like I really needed to watch this and hear both your perspectives in this very moment in life rn
Please keep the Youtube grind going brother
Beauty is truly internal. I'm 34 and I learned to give selflessly. When something goes wrong or I go missing ppl reach out to give and pour into me. But my focus was always pouring and uplifting. Do not give up so not change anything for anyone. The more I loved the brighter light shined. And the biggest reality is ppl don't mean to hurt you they are just trying to survive. If you can forgive someone for the human condition and the reality that we must survive your life will change.
That dude is NOT ugly, that's a handsome mfer right there. Total f*cking Chad.
Add mental health issues and learning disabilities, the struggle is amplified by 11.
Honestly, every year makes it even harder because you are expected to just "get it together" without any support even when they acknowledge your circumstances which imo, makes their criticism even worst.
That said, everyone's lived experience is going to be different. Gotta respect what is real to those who believe it and help where you can.
Man I remember when I constantly felt EXACTLY. LIKE. THIS. But “temet nosce” or “know thyself”. Once I found comfort in my solitude I found myself strongest in nature and when I can embrace the quiet and stillness and go within myself. It’s really difficult work but it’s worth it in this cruel world. There IS beauty in between the harshness. We just have to train ourselves to see it.
That's how the middle n upper classes gatekeep these days, unpaid internships in expensive cities, only possible way to partake is if you are a trustfund kid.
PS: Not everyone gets to the "other side" though. I'm 40 and life has been a struggle since I was a kid. I'm learning to accept my lot in life, and I'm finding some peace in the storm, but I'm still wet n cold, just learning to endure the missery better.
When you put your life and future into frame with others( the big plural) you will most certainly end up viewing life as a finite life cycle and fall into despair when your life is on a wall side by side with others. Creating your own perspective is not apparent for a young brain but in time, I hope he fgures it out. For me, I found my lane and I can't compare to others but I find personal success in what I do. I have had friends in the past that were around when I was down but at the time, I didn't know any better and wanted them to fix me. In retrospect, I was ridiculous. Ultimately, self reflection and wandering around a bit helped me. I hope he has a good cry and then brushes himself off.