self portrait speedpaint + new song- 1111

im back?

lyrics:

i want to shatter myself
why don’t you want my blood?

cold ice touching my skin
i am a burning forest

how do you become someone new?
death with scythe on my neck

i want to drink from a holy grail
ten cups of hell. ten cups of hell

do you still look deep into my eyes?
take my vitals through them

ocean and sky became whole
i cant catch my breath, my breath

broken pieces, hit again
i will be born eventually

/take a breath, keep us close/
/why do you want to be who you’re not?/
/you can go to the past/
/but what’s the point if there’s no one there?/
eyes growing on my skin
are these mine or maybe yours?

flowers coming from my throat
pull it till you tear my lungs

moonlight on my naked skin
silver threads sewing my heart

person wilting, lacking warmth
left is the scent

why did i let you be that way?
qidma vi ethvere

mirror is too broken to reflect
esh callisa ta

broken sky is my head
shooting stars

/what you don’t change, you choose/
/think differently, cause they have free will/
/without dark we would know no light/
/be proud of what you went through/

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