NEGATIVE PSYCHOANALYSIS FOR THE LIVING DEAD (w/ Julie Reshe)

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1. Truly downlifting…

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2. 12:57 oh man that last question sounds like my response post on Parallax's most recent love or die series.

   17:18 that's so interesting especially as it also considers the end of life care. Yes, i think it is a withdraw into different dimensions too.

   40:16 isn't that an inability to take measure of dire unfolding implications OR say like Elon. He sometimes slips into that madness mode but he chooses it to be a safe place to withdraw to because another aspect of himself can achieve other things that might otherwise be scarey for others…yes? Like that?

   43:00 is that the retreat from self and all its specific demands … So it's usually capable of regular or high functioning day to day stuff but might use other neural network combinations to relax into imperfections, failure and hopelessness without any change to the outward appearance OR is it only appearing that way to others. What about if they do give hints of having another destructive side like early dementia, when instead they are being acutely perceptive right down to minute detail in thier world? Have you tried observing how different animals behave around them?

   43:45 reminds me of the angry child and no one could reach him, so to keep the other children safe he was given a tree to express what he needed get out of him in that zone. Years later by chance encounter that boy grew up to be "delightful" was the word they used. Sadly the tree was very much dead by the time he moved on.

   46:21 I don't understand… What part in an episode of being in the mud and gloom? Is it realities, worlds, levels, past lives, gene expressions, multiverse, time strata, … but not trauma?

   49:50 I think you describe something like having to become seperated from yourself OR seperation is forced. Not only from trauma but I spose from clash of beliefs, constant stress, generational … this is difficult topic to grasp without going to positive goals.

   50:43 it's not voodoo, not curse, not hex, not dark magic, and not hysteria … is it Dark Matter?

   56:04 some people enjoy horror films, is it like that? Oh but then it seems like your alluding to a super natural force that may not be of human origin. Hmm 🤔

   1:00:28 esoterics will most likely say that type of writing probably captures the essence of a dead earth. Where humans could have continue on its accelerated path to destruction. Therefore it would be the type where our intelligence would not sufficiently evolve to be in sync with the outer planetary systems.

   1:04:19 what about Jesus on the cross or the mob when Pontius Pilate chickened out…. Nothing? You know I don't think anyone actually chooses to be in that mode you describe, therefore it's a taboo. Meaning, it probably only emerges if there is a cross wiring of emotional intelligent experience.

   1:06:17 Now I think her data is corrupt because she immersed herself in it too…which means it's also a self study? Omg…so sorry Cadell. I'm gonna edit delete as soon as I finish video.

   1:08:17 to me, this part now seems to describe chaos. 🤔

   1:20:30 I am reminded of several twitter posts that were morbid or of a destructive plasticity nature. I cant help it… but i go into Genghis mode. Its a natural knee jerk okay! But i find it interesting now that I think about it because in some ways I am actually thinking of the very worse that I can serve back. 🤭 its scarey but its for the very best of intentions //winnowerdisclaimerdotcom

   1:22:38 oh yes. I know this type people. Means you will look after it as a specialised or intellectual way of being. So what happens if it goes into self harm, cutting, burning, chocking, suffocation? Do those examples belong with your project? Also how do you harness that type of uncontrolled potential and if you love it how can you keep it contained?

   1:28:04 do you know death has a natural rythym? Otherwise, I think it can be better understood as a quantum state that is not static like everything else. Makes someone like me wonder about birth charts and such things. Only because it hurts my brain to think that it could be a personal choice. I know someone like this and I cannot stand it when he asks people to redicule him. He admits that he enjoys it and he says he welcomes dark entities too. He is harmless to others but openly destructive to his own pyche. I dont get it but i guess this type of conversation helps abit.

   1:29:01 and it's not a type of Asperger's or autism spectrum? What is their thinking for the concept of a future? What types of art mediums do they prefer?

   1:34:09 maybe like a dark forest, cold dark cave, valley of death? But that's a form of coping. What about locked in or walled in…. vortices or extreme side of non dual?

   1:49:27 delirium … the spill over from inability to reason out an illusion? It's like a branch from herd mind or something. One last attempt please!

   For me, two things stand out for an individual if that was a conscious choice… 1. It has characteristics similar to being in a prepared state for sacrifice (ancient and barbaric with many unfortunate consequences for the party and victims). 2. The gaps of new knowledge is perceived as a threat to deeply held beliefs.

   Mate, this was a ring dinger. I thought Lacan was a shock. But it's fluffy clouds compared to this… This one needs 🍶💦🕳️. Your welcome to remove this post if needed. Thanks Cadell. P.s did I get punked?

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3. 27:00 …lack force destruction ? yup 🙂
   33:12 ..think there is evidence to suggest that the imagined emotional consideration of future loss(future lack) projected loss, can prepare/assist us in arriving at such an event. Thinking this way, kinda like an exposition inserting background information into relational narrative like a shock absorber, it becomes mental, social emotional, preparations for the structures of grief to take shape. – I will be sad when this video ends, but knowing that I will be sad in an hour, helps me appreciate experiencing this now, and prepares me for an inevitable future lack, loss, partial ending.

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4. Thank you for having me, Cadell. I felt genuinely understood 🖤

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5. This talk is getting me excited even though I'm 0th percentile enthusiasm in the Big 5. Cool!

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6. Super provocative. My initial reaction was her daughters reaction, "emo"—not enough open/speculative flavor, too nihilistically assumptive, as we just don't know what's beyond death's door or what exactly the fate of the stars holds. Not to fetishize, but things remain open here inevitably.

   Personally, I believe death is final and forever and in the entropic end of the universe, but can we know that 100%? Claiming this, though, does make me feel a small worry of leaving the windows open to wild fantasies—perhaps that's what Julie wants to protect against with her all devouring meaninglessness. Maybe Julie's laugh is the impossibility of what she's trying to embody here—the pointlessness, the unspeaking void on the other side of it all. It seems like an attempt at floating in space, coming as close as possible to a position of pure disaffection.

   I definitely agree with her emphasis on care, life as palliative care, hospice earth is how I view it too—denial of death become death of denial. But palliative care involves relief of pain and love despite whatever ephemerality or finality. I am Christian here it would seem as I can't help but see the archimedean point of loss, the ground of lack and the beauty of being reborn into a freer relation with myself and fellow travlers. Thanks for hosting the discussion Cadell—thanks Julie, much to reflect on..

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