Reading My New Year Journal Entires from the Last 5 Years



Welcome back to another Coffee Talk podcast episode. Grab your old journals and a get extra comfortable because today we are revisiting old versions of ourselves throughout the years. From exposing my corny notes-to-self to sharing a vulnerable journey of overcoming mental health struggles to eventually land on my feet, this episode is a heartfelt trip down memory lane.

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Coffee Talk Chapters ☕️
00:00 – Welcome ✨
03:51 – 2021 into 2022 [1 year ago]
09:43 – 2020 into 2021 [2 years ago]
14:53 – 2019 into 2020 [3 years ago]
19:43 – 2018 into 2019 [4 years ago]
23:48 – 2017 into 2018 [5 years ago]

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Catcher [dystopian fiction] ▹ https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07G7QSGM2/ref=cm_sw_em_r_mt_dp_ND2283Y3PSS6R819JGYE
Dancing With Elephants [poetry] ▹ https://www.amazon.com/dp/1999415132/ref=cm_sw_em_r_mt_dp_1YY0TYZ5KT9TE6DM1HQF
FEELS [self-development] ▹ https://www.amazon.com/dp/1999415124/ref=cm_sw_em_r_mt_dp_4EJ7S7CFYBGE1K68GGW1

Disclaimer: I am not a mental health specialist, just a Canadian gal with an old soul who likes to crack the ice on deep conversations that can foster personal growth and positive change.

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17 thoughts on “Reading My New Year Journal Entires from the Last 5 Years”

  1. I’m here from 2016… Wow, 7 years! that journey make me feel so emotional that’s so inspiring and 7 years with you, watching you grow, becoming happy, healthy, a mommy! crazy. you’re so special Kalyn, I feel like we are friends and when I have a bad time, I nearly always come here and feel cheer up. love you, can’t wait to see what’s next in 2023! 🎉❤

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  2. The other day I was going through my old journals from the end of 2019 onwards to see how my yoga journey started. Spoiler alert I didn't wrote much about it 😀. But one sentence that I read left me heartbroken for myself. Back then I was looking for a job for two months with no success, I wasn't able to continue my education because I couldn't pay the tuition and I was feeling so much pressure from outside (meaning not from me) to start a job and have money. But a job offer just didn't came and I wrote ' I'm a failure'. Up until the other day I never thought I was ever thinking or accepting myself as a failure. Now I'm pretty much in the same position again looking for a job but after I received help to continue my education and did it. Mentally I'm not able to read before 2019 even the whole 2019 because I know in what moments I wrote in my journals and I don't want to visit them. But generally 2018 beginning of 2019 was the time things started to go up mentally which is great and then went down 😀. That's what happened until 2022 when I really started my healing and growth.

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  3. I would love to know more about how you healed your loneliness/how this journey was. I am at this point right now. I feel so lonely and it's so difficult to connect

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  4. One of my only regrets in life is that I threw away all my middle school/highschool journals. At the time it was a reminder of a dark place and I wanted to cleanse that energy by tossing it out…now I'm in a much better place and would have love to look through it again. Maybe it's for the best though 💕 thanks for sharing pieces of your personal life with us!

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  5. Its a great video Kalyn ❤I like the idea to look to the old version of oneself and remember all the feelings.✨ You say, that in 2018 you feeled that you be the best version of yourself but you are brocked inside. in this time I started to watching your videos. I never wrote this to you but in this time I started to live alone and i struggle with loneliness. In this time I liked this girl that give advices and tell about living alone and handling all this adult stuff. you became my big sister ❤Thank you for helping me (and I think lots of other girls) through the darkest days and nights in their life. ❤ now I feel much better and I look at you and you look so happy and in balance. it give me the hope that I can manage this too ❤ thank you for take us to your beautiful journey.✨🌙

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  6. This was so comforting to listen to! Thank you for sharing your entries 🤍 I find it so interesting looking back and realizing how all your choices and cards your dealt unfold into creating your journey and you can only really see that after the fact. Feeling really inspired to get my journey out now! Also the entry about your guy aaaaahhh the sweetness!!✨

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  7. I'm kind of kicking myself for not ordering any Koze merch when I had the chance so i could have a part of it forever being a long-time follower.. 😔 BUT very excited for your rebranding and hoping it brings you a new found joy and refresher for your channel ❤️

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